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    missktina  41, Female, Alabama, USA - First entry!
22
Oct 2007
6:14 PM EDT
   

i'm 23 years old and I finally realize that it is perfetly fine to live alone fir the rest of my life, I came to tis conclusion after i dated one of my friends He took up all of my space and I got to thinkging do i really want to be in a serious relationship or get marred. Right now I don't think so. I just want to live a nice lif in solitude. When I want company I know how to seek it out. I just can't deal with someonr constantly in my face, it just annots me. While I would love to have my deam wedding, I don't think that I am really ready for what comes afterwards. I think that I wil just live aone and when it comes time for me to reproduce I'll just find someone and there is always the sperm bank. Hey, it is better than being stuck with someone that you can't stand. I really enjoy my single life. I think that we sometimes take life and the things that we have for granted. I just want to enjoy my life and I don;t ever want a divorce so hey why risk it. i'll just date and do things the modern way. I just hate getting lonly but then I think, there are many people who are maried and yet still living alone. I just thank thr Lord for giving me the mind that I have, Hey, all end up alone ayway, Either by death or divorce, Why risk it? From now on I declare that i will live my life freely with no reserve, I realize that I was born alone I will die aloneand I don't need any man to define me, i'm good as a matter of fact I'm great, Why do I need a reationship? Why do I need a man? I've got everything that i need. But right now i eed to pay my bils. So from now on i will not mope and cry about living alone ir not having a boyfriend. Who needs one as a atter of fact i don;t want one.
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    yodolf  38, Female, South Carolina, USA - 2 entries
22
Oct 2007
5:45 PM EDT
   

This is the first time I have ever done any kind of an online journal. There are a few things I wish to do in this journal.
1. I want to write about 3 things that made me happy that day.
2. I want to plan a future for myself, I have so many dreams but no motivation. I am hoping having these dreams down on paper will help to get me there.
3. I want to teach myself to control my temper and my mouth when I get upset. I want my relationship with Drew to be as great as I can make it.
I think the only thing that will hold me back from doing these things is actually doing it. I want to be better for so many reasons but mostly for her. I never thought she would do this to me but it is amazing. It has taking so much for us to get here but what can I say....you have to work for something good...and she is definately good.

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    strap  71, Male, Louisiana, USA - 4 entries
22
Oct 2007
3:13 PM CST
   

A cold front moved through the Deep South today for the first time this Fall. Say goodbye to summer, son. Put away the bathing suits and short pants, etc. Unpack the longjohns and sweats.
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    damarisvega  44, Female, Florida, USA - 4 entries
22
Oct 2007
3:48 AM EST
   

God......Ughh. I'm so irritated. Do you even listen to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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    shirleyxu  54, Female, China - 301 entries
23
Oct 2007
7:41 AM EST
   

我家的周末论坛

一到周末的傍晚,我们三口坐在沙发上开始侃大山,我抢先提出第一轮侃题,如果中国从地球上消失对当今世界意味着什么?

敦敦:中国是当今世界制造和加工厂,中国没了,世界上就少了很多玩具和小玩意。很多外国公司都在中国有工厂,中国没了,这些大企业也就死定了,搞不好全球将面临经济崩溃。

敦爹:世界丧失了一个古老文明的根基。中国文化没了根据地。人类少了聪明的中国人,很悲哀啊。

敦妈:东方巨人没了,美国和欧洲就没了真正的对手,发展也会放缓。西方单一的文化思维会使世界阴阳失衡。

我的天哪,照我家分析的结果,没了中国,世界经济崩溃,文明衰落,阴阳失调。那将是一幅多么可怕的景象啊!

轮到敦子出题了,论题比老妈有水准,城市化的最终结果是什么?

敦爹:城市化使城市过于拥挤,人们的生活质量会下降。

敦敦:城市化过了头,乡下的农地就没人种,将来人类赖以生存的物质来源就成大问题了。

敦妈:咱家小猫乐肥就是城市化的产物,乡下家具店老板有机会把分店开在了大上海的城隍庙,小猫乐肥的妈跟着家具店主家的老奶奶进了大上海,乐肥妈当年年轻貌美,很快就被来灯红酒绿的大染缸给腐蚀了,风流成性,男友如云,猫崽一窝窝连着生,小猫乐肥是典型的第二代'移猫',一出世就是有上海户口的城市猫,为了生存,住进了城里人家宽敞的楼房,吃的是美国进口的高级饼干,用的也是洋厕所(水晶猫砂),但不幸的是正常的社交生活被剥夺了,还时不时遭洗澡的洋罪,最惨的是婚恋也不自由,到岁数还得受净身的手术之苦。偶尔,乐肥从十八楼的阳台向地上看去,草地上的野猫疯狂地相爱,乐肥快疯了,有生不如死的感觉,真悔呀,好不容易俺娘让俺有机会做了上海猫,没想到我的物质生活上了天堂,精神生活却下了地狱。

换句话来说,在城市化光鲜的生活背后,无数人付出了沉重的精神代价。还是乡下老鼠的那句话实在,"我不羡慕城市老鼠那样充满恐惧的'富裕'生活"。

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    potatoenigma  57, Female, Kentucky, USA - 13 entries
22
Oct 2007
2:57 PM EST
   

I have it.. my seven year plan... well if you knew me you would know this is a huge step! I am normally not able to keep my thoughts, dreams or desires going for a minute with out changing to something else. Yes I fly by the seat of my pants. I have decided that I am going to complete my dream. First I will be graduating from college in December of 2009 with two associate degrees( Human Service & Communication), and THree bachelors of Arts in Sociology, Psychology, and HIstory! Why so many degrees you ask? Well do to my screw up as a youngster I have so many credits that it will work to my advance. I am doing it for me and noone else! Course it will look great on my resume:) SOOOOO how does this fall into the seven year plan? I found for my masters that I can combine a Law and a Social Work degree! OKay so I am a little masochistic.. who isn't? I have done some crazy things in my life, and I must say this will be the hardest, accomplishment but the end pay off will be the greatest! Who knows once I graduate I might just follow my fav band around!:)

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    charlax  71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries
22
Oct 2007
9:42 AM MST
   

love me when im missing ewe
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    charlax  71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries
22
Oct 2007
9:40 AM MST
   

eye hate the halloween holiday
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    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
21
Oct 2007
8:42 PM EDT
   

i feel...used. i do not want to be with him. i love him. but i want him out of my life for good. he is bad for me. he hurts me. i hate myself for staying with him. i hate myself for wanting to leave. i do not understand. i have no idea about what i actually want. if he cheated then i could tell him that i never wanted to see him again. i could justify never speaking a word to him ever. ever ever ever. that's all i want to say. i want to hurt him. i want to scream at him for all the hurt he caused. i want to make sure that he never comes back and i don't hear from him until the day he dies...and thenalli want a notification for a funeral that i will never go to. i love him and i don't want to. i want to be with him every minute and every second apart, every thought that he might be with someone else kills me and the chances of him ditching me again are so high that i can barely stand it. im out of control again. why? why do i always end up with this downward spiral? im a self-defeatist. only this time im throwing out as many safety nets as i can. i hope with every fiber of my being that they catch me before i hit bottom again. i have climbed too high to come crashing back down. i just cant let it happen. if it takes shrinks or pills or friends or blood or tears i WILL NOT let it happen to me. not again and not ever.
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    anirahs  35, Female, Singapore - 36 entries
20
Oct 2007
8:47 AM AWST
   

Hi...long time nvr write in here animore..well, sch holidae is finishing soon and so hepi tat i am going 2 be wif my frenz..YEah!!:D
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